MY MEMORIES
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!!!
so relieved. was worried tt i screw njgz up.
i rmb every syf onstage moments since sec 4. of cuz ytd's too. i guess the moments will stay with me forever.
I heard many times from the cca teachers-in-charge tt ppl from intensive ccas muz learn to manage and balance studies and CCAs well. But no matter how balance it, u will nv be the same as those ppl from non-intensive CCAs, esp for this period. Ur studies will suffer. By loads. Even those smart ones will not do as well as if they hv the time to mug. I guess the only way to balance studies perfectly is to either totally hv NO LIFE or sleep even lesser to make up for time then suffer in health, or both. even thats not enough, if ur ccas are hiong enough.
i was thinking to myself today: issit all worth it? to forfeit ur studies for tt few awards? of cuz we will get more than tt few awards from all the pracs, all the music-making, impt lessons we acquired during CCAs, friendships etc. Some may say we can all catch up eventually after we step down, but how can we be sure to catch up everything tt we missed for many months, when others would hv moved on.
Haha sry if i sound i a little agitated now, cuz i happen to be one of the very few laggest girl in cls. maybe not juz girls, its everyone. i m struggling with work now, esp now when i gg to miss 1 wk's worth of lessons due to SYFs (i alr missed 2 days) the girls in my cls are rather ahead of time. hope to spend tmr's half day meaningfully. blah.
``~the morning sun shines~ ; 9:18 PM
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