MY MEMORIES
Sunday, July 29, 2007
This wk marks the finale for my entire 1 and half year of ccas.
Tue: SYF choral closing ceremony. I would very much like to say tt its a nice perfect ending, but i have to say with much regrets and its not. Last sat, i alr started to hv throat infection. i shud hv made more sense to slp enough and eat the right diet, but alas, my tonsils got worse and worse on tue during the course of the day. The more i sing, more the feeble my voice became...until its reduced to a state tt my voice become nothing but "sexy". Felt extremely guilty for having to pressurise the people around me to sing my parts, with a few hours or even minutes' notice to learn the parts and perform onstage, and also having to endure scoldings together. Also missed the chance to give my best for the last performance as a j2 of njchoir. Thank you, sopranoes, and also jiayun. i owe you once.
It was quite a pain to be unable to speak properly for the next few days. To make up for my inadequacy of speech, my facial expressions and hand gestures have to be exaggerated many times, making me behave like an idiot. Anyway i felt quite loved and touched by those well-wishers who enquire me about my health, and some who made my inadequacy of speech more endurable by cheering me up and becoming my 代言人。 Haha many thanks.
Fri: Aurora CO/GZ concert. (I m glad the performance doesnt require any vocals :p) It was a tiring day, with all those carrying of instruments up and down the stairs, and even in the rain. Nevetheless it was pretty enjoyable, esp photo taking! As i was performing i became increasingly aware tt this IS my final official performance onstage as a school student, from p3 to j2. Though i hv been complaining about wanting to step down, i felt weird now...like i m gg to miss smth fun in sch life, which makes sch life endurable or even enjoyable. i guess this feeling will become more pronounce for the following weeks, when i start to become a full-time mugger. however, i think i really need to start to work hard...i m really lagging behind.
On the final note, i wanna thank all those ppl who came and supported on fri, and of cuz those chos and flowers! so pretty! :D


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